Tales of the Birthday of a mourning Lady

Oct 28

On Saturday was my birthday, im officially 21 now. I took a license from my mourning period and went to a concert. It was Marel Alemany Acustico @ Cinema Café. All my friends were there, even Y after saying that he wouldn’t. It was nice, I had Caipirinha’s, and Just like Nadia Ali’s concert, I could swear to God he was singing to me…all of his songs, the lyrics, they all hit me like I was carrying a giant bullseye….so much to think about after that. Afterwards, we all came home and just sat for like 10 minutes, after that everyone went home, and I go to sleep on the couch ‘cause my grandma was sleeping at my bed. So many questions linger on my head, I only hope I can be honest enough to not lie to myself.

Maybe later i'll try to find an answer.................