Dd is sad, she still can’t get over the J situation. She said it was too much and I believe her. And no matter how much I apologize, she will never understand what I mean: Im sorry, I really am. I can’t help but wonder why is it that she is always in need of me in the exact moment that I lock myself within me; on the days that I exclude myself from the world in order to calm the voices on my head… I think it must be bad coordination, but she doesn’t see it that way, she feels I abandon her consciously and purposely. Babe, I don’t, please believe me. There is nothing more important for me than being there for you...but sometimes I just need to stand back, breathe in and close my eyes….. block out everything and everyone so I can listen to myself, and look for answers or revelations from within.
Cold water surrounds me now, and all I’ve got is your hand….
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